Tuesday, June 29, 2010
Monday, June 28, 2010
a song for jackie by michael kelso
penyu penyu

rasa mcm nak tampaq gigit cubit, smackdown, cabut, gigit cubit, gigit pipi sampai tekeluaq. GERAM! korek bijik mata ,gigit!
dh upload gmbr kt fb, not uploading them here. sb i noe i have this person yg x suka i, buat invited readers for her blog, n yet still dok bukak my blog. pelik kan?u pny everything u kep private n then org punya life, u sebok nak tau? hairan bin ajaib.
Sunday, June 27, 2010
i want to upload my photos but theres too many of them n i malas gila nak pilih2. nnt nnt la. even if i upload, il upload a tiny bit here n the rest kat fb. bila rajin ye :))
p/s: whoever u r telling me to sudah la mia, pls be brave enuf to show urself instead of just being an anonymous. itll b better off if u just name urself a coward instead. thank u.
p/s: whoever u r telling me to sudah la mia, pls be brave enuf to show urself instead of just being an anonymous. itll b better off if u just name urself a coward instead. thank u.
my hols
ok. first up, our first plan was to go to krabi.. but since the politics there were not stable, we decided to go to singapore instead. then, we tot, singapore would be best during the year ends so we finaly had our options narrowed to redang. and so we went.
we took the bus from penang to kl, n i slept over at my grandmas place for a night and the next day i went to kuala terengganu by flight. spend a night in merang. the beach there was breathtaking enough.
the next day, we took a speedboat to redang and spent 3 days there.
we came bck on wednesday by flight and i stayed over at my grandmas place as my parents were coming on the friday to attend a kenduri at my grandmas place on saturday.
n today im back in penang. n the first thing i did was stocking up my dvd collections.
now, heres the part where i lash out..
sapa cakap p trip murah? i totaly disagree. YES the package is cheap. but the preparations and transport are expensive. lucky me, i dont have to get all the beach wears, as my fam mmg slalu p swim. but others? like food, emergency cash, all the ubat ubatan that u need while u r there, toiletries n etc? cost money baby, cost money.
but, maybe because im a girl, so i got everything prepared before i went there. as for boys, IDT that they do? depa p ponn comfirm x bwk sabun/ ubat gigi n etc. so mayb dats y. hehe
the first thing my grandma sed wen she saw me after i came back was - allahuakbar! garingg cucu aku.
n then i realized, all the hard work of tonyoh-ing whitening cream all these years went straight into the dustbin. i was dark before but now, im belegam. SHIT!
we took the bus from penang to kl, n i slept over at my grandmas place for a night and the next day i went to kuala terengganu by flight. spend a night in merang. the beach there was breathtaking enough.
the next day, we took a speedboat to redang and spent 3 days there.
we came bck on wednesday by flight and i stayed over at my grandmas place as my parents were coming on the friday to attend a kenduri at my grandmas place on saturday.
n today im back in penang. n the first thing i did was stocking up my dvd collections.
now, heres the part where i lash out..
sapa cakap p trip murah? i totaly disagree. YES the package is cheap. but the preparations and transport are expensive. lucky me, i dont have to get all the beach wears, as my fam mmg slalu p swim. but others? like food, emergency cash, all the ubat ubatan that u need while u r there, toiletries n etc? cost money baby, cost money.
but, maybe because im a girl, so i got everything prepared before i went there. as for boys, IDT that they do? depa p ponn comfirm x bwk sabun/ ubat gigi n etc. so mayb dats y. hehe
the first thing my grandma sed wen she saw me after i came back was - allahuakbar! garingg cucu aku.
n then i realized, all the hard work of tonyoh-ing whitening cream all these years went straight into the dustbin. i was dark before but now, im belegam. SHIT!
wtf ?! mcm kaunter loreal ja? kat sini bukan main lg ?
Saturday, June 19, 2010
22 and rocking redang :))
with devil on my shoulder and futuresex/lovesounds dancing all the wayy
* im lovin' it :)
* im lovin' it :)
i miss zaf and farid ?
*my version of sugar were goin down*
sugar, we're goin down down.. shubidu bidu waa, sugar we're goin down swing it.. ill b another one with the bullet.. loaded gun complex cock it and pull it :))
** and zaf's version of mauja hi mauja
dey dei matchaa
***zafs sate
sateeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
: the good old time looking for sate case : haha. so funy, i forgot to laugh :)) lawak. ahahahahaha
sugar, we're goin down down.. shubidu bidu waa, sugar we're goin down swing it.. ill b another one with the bullet.. loaded gun complex cock it and pull it :))
** and zaf's version of mauja hi mauja
dey dei matchaa
***zafs sate
sateeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
: the good old time looking for sate case : haha. so funy, i forgot to laugh :)) lawak. ahahahahaha
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
the ever charming heath ledger :)) movies

The Imaginarium of Doctor Parnassus (2009) .... Tony
The Dark Knight (2008) .... Joker
... aka "Batman: The Dark Knight" - USA (informal title)
... aka "The Dark Knight: The IMAX Experience" - USA (IMAX version)
I'm Not There. (2007) .... Robbie
... aka "I'm Not There" - Germany, USA (poster title)
Candy (2006) .... Dan
Casanova (2005) .... Casanova
... aka "Femur" - Philippines (English title)
Brokeback Mountain (2005) .... Ennis Del Mar
The Brothers Grimm (2005) .... Jacob Grimm
Lords of Dogtown (2005) .... Skip
... aka "American Knights" - Philippines (English title)
The Order (2003) .... Alex Bernier
... aka "The Sin Eater" - Australia, Singapore (English title), UK, USA (working title)
Ned Kelly (2003) .... Ned Kelly
... aka "Ned Kelly: Public Enemy No. 1" - Philippines (English title) (poster title)
The Four Feathers (2002) .... Harry Feversham
Monster's Ball (2001) .... Sonny Grotowski
A Knight's Tale (2001) .... William Thatcher
The Patriot (2000) .... Gabriel Martin
Two Hands (1999) .... Jimmy
10 Things I Hate About You (1999) .... Patrick Verona
Paws (1997) .... Oberon
"Roar" .... Conor (13 episodes, 1997)
- The Eternal (1997) TV episode .... Conor
- The Spear of Destiny (1997) TV episode .... Conor
- Red Boot (1997) TV episode .... Conor
- Doyle's Solution (1997) TV episode .... Conor
- Banshee (1997) TV episode .... Conor
(8 more)
"Home and Away" .... Scott Irwin (8 episodes, 1997)
- Episode #1.2168 (1997) TV episode .... Scott Irwin
- Episode #1.2167 (1997) TV episode .... Scott Irwin
- Episode #1.2166 (1997) TV episode .... Scott Irwin
- Episode #1.2163 (1997) TV episode .... Scott Irwin
- Episode #1.2162 (1997) TV episode .... Scott Irwin
(3 more)
Blackrock (1997) .... Toby
"Sweat" .... Snowy Bowles (26 episodes, 1996)
- Episode #1.26 (1996) TV episode .... Snowy Bowles
- Episode #1.25 (1996) TV episode .... Snowy Bowles
- Episode #1.24 (1996) TV episode .... Snowy Bowles
- Episode #1.23 (1996) TV episode .... Snowy Bowles
- Episode #1.22 (1996) TV episode .... Snowy Bowles
(21 more)
"Ship to Shore" .... Cyclist (2 episodes, 1993-1994)
- Stranger Than Fiction (1994) TV episode
- Worthy Opponents: Part 2 (1993) TV episode .... Cyclist
Clowning Around (1992) (uncredited) .... Orphan Clown
* a knights tale n 10 things i hate about u r my fav :))
Tuesday, June 15, 2010
those were the days - mary hopkin
teringat..
back when i was schooling, i loved ( n still love ) the song here without u by three doors down so much n i can realy get so sad whenevr i hear it. n i remember, wen i make phone cals at night, he'll play his guitar of that song. i remember back in 2007, wen i went for 50+ days trip to UAE, he texted me, n asked me to call him asap.
so i did, i calld him cpt2 ingtkan apa ka. then he sed - mira teka ni apa. so i waited for a question, then i hear a song, again from his guitar. it was here without u. then i sed - lah, babe.. n bfr i cud finish my sentence, he sed.. mira, im here without u, i miss u so much macam rumput warna hijau. bila nak balik? please balik cepat. * rindu sgt. i felt sad, i knew i shudnt hv went. tp rice turned to poridge dh pon..
i tringt sgt that time, the longest ever weve been apart. sedih.
haihh..
back when i was schooling, i loved ( n still love ) the song here without u by three doors down so much n i can realy get so sad whenevr i hear it. n i remember, wen i make phone cals at night, he'll play his guitar of that song. i remember back in 2007, wen i went for 50+ days trip to UAE, he texted me, n asked me to call him asap.
so i did, i calld him cpt2 ingtkan apa ka. then he sed - mira teka ni apa. so i waited for a question, then i hear a song, again from his guitar. it was here without u. then i sed - lah, babe.. n bfr i cud finish my sentence, he sed.. mira, im here without u, i miss u so much macam rumput warna hijau. bila nak balik? please balik cepat. * rindu sgt. i felt sad, i knew i shudnt hv went. tp rice turned to poridge dh pon..
i tringt sgt that time, the longest ever weve been apart. sedih.
haihh..
hmm
malas gila nak blog now. xtau y
i think i noe y tp xmau admit
im having pms kerana trauma akan usia yg bakal meningkat
omg!
blog is supost to b a place where i cn share with those i love about things surroundg me, but now sejak ramai sgt generasi sarcastic, nk blog pon jd malas.
owh lupa pulak. i nak bg tau ni.. memandangkan benda ni pnh mnjd isu..
i x p std overseas, sb i tau.. otak i bangang gila. std sini pon macam donkey nak p overseas? so y shud i waste money there. plus, the difrence is that ( for me la ) u go there u gain the experience of living elsewhere but wen u come back here, u kerja.. ur gaji is less than a normal malysian graduate. + i cnt survive without those whom i love so much
i dont do fine dinings. serius. sb i x suka. i gila x suka. id rather go makan tepi jalan yg lauk dia wayy too sedap than yg dekat restaurant mahal2 tapi sikit n mahal n xdak tara mana. n FYI, kalau boleh.. birthday party i i nak blanja makan sempoi pny ns kndr/ tandoori kapita jaa. serius. tp x apropriate la kan? occasionaly i go but preferably xnak.
n no, i dont like traveling. serius! so i realy hope, that u dont go around anymore saying i dok crita mcm i mn2 pny anak tp shoping dlm malaysia ja pon. sory. my parents n my adiks always go around the world. but i dont. wenever my father has conference outside penang n malaysia.. theyll folow. i dont. i x suka travel. serius. i went to a few places but not as much as my adiks go. of course some times they dont folo also la, my parents p bedua ja.. n ada jugak time yg depa p holiday yg i stil x ikut sb i x suka gila! u dnt c me shop overseas sb i dont like traveling. the only place m excited to go is kl. serius!
n no. i bukan anak mana2 pnya org. xd, my parents work their asses off so that they can give us a normal way of living. i admit, im stuck up at times sb i get what i want, but can u please go blind about that n think of how hard my parents work to get me a birkin? n things like gadgets that i always tukar? pk la susah payah org bfr u go around saying things. so x payah la dok compare i dgn anak menteri ka pa ka. memang x la. my parents are not even in the politics la. ouh n bdw, dif people have dif ways of spending their money. ada yg suka shop, ada yg masuk real estate, ada yg invest, ad yg kedekut. so u jgnla expect kalau kaya ja kena shoping overseas n study overseas, n those yg x buat like that are anak org miskin tp dok buat dasyat. ok?
n the thing about me having a gardener n 2 drivers, xdak kena mengena dgn u. mak bapak i yg dok byr depa, how come it gets to ur nerves so bad ah? pelik gak i.
hmm.. a question. if kita call our ownself a bitch, shud we be mad wen people cal us bitch? hairan pulak i bila tepk benda ni.
lg 1 i nak tegelak gak. how come if u say u x kata kat dat person, but wen that person mengamok, u noe dia mengamok kat u?
ok seriusly, i pms teruk. shit!
i think i noe y tp xmau admit
im having pms kerana trauma akan usia yg bakal meningkat
omg!
blog is supost to b a place where i cn share with those i love about things surroundg me, but now sejak ramai sgt generasi sarcastic, nk blog pon jd malas.
owh lupa pulak. i nak bg tau ni.. memandangkan benda ni pnh mnjd isu..
i x p std overseas, sb i tau.. otak i bangang gila. std sini pon macam donkey nak p overseas? so y shud i waste money there. plus, the difrence is that ( for me la ) u go there u gain the experience of living elsewhere but wen u come back here, u kerja.. ur gaji is less than a normal malysian graduate. + i cnt survive without those whom i love so much
i dont do fine dinings. serius. sb i x suka. i gila x suka. id rather go makan tepi jalan yg lauk dia wayy too sedap than yg dekat restaurant mahal2 tapi sikit n mahal n xdak tara mana. n FYI, kalau boleh.. birthday party i i nak blanja makan sempoi pny ns kndr/ tandoori kapita jaa. serius. tp x apropriate la kan? occasionaly i go but preferably xnak.
n no, i dont like traveling. serius! so i realy hope, that u dont go around anymore saying i dok crita mcm i mn2 pny anak tp shoping dlm malaysia ja pon. sory. my parents n my adiks always go around the world. but i dont. wenever my father has conference outside penang n malaysia.. theyll folow. i dont. i x suka travel. serius. i went to a few places but not as much as my adiks go. of course some times they dont folo also la, my parents p bedua ja.. n ada jugak time yg depa p holiday yg i stil x ikut sb i x suka gila! u dnt c me shop overseas sb i dont like traveling. the only place m excited to go is kl. serius!
n no. i bukan anak mana2 pnya org. xd, my parents work their asses off so that they can give us a normal way of living. i admit, im stuck up at times sb i get what i want, but can u please go blind about that n think of how hard my parents work to get me a birkin? n things like gadgets that i always tukar? pk la susah payah org bfr u go around saying things. so x payah la dok compare i dgn anak menteri ka pa ka. memang x la. my parents are not even in the politics la. ouh n bdw, dif people have dif ways of spending their money. ada yg suka shop, ada yg masuk real estate, ada yg invest, ad yg kedekut. so u jgnla expect kalau kaya ja kena shoping overseas n study overseas, n those yg x buat like that are anak org miskin tp dok buat dasyat. ok?
n the thing about me having a gardener n 2 drivers, xdak kena mengena dgn u. mak bapak i yg dok byr depa, how come it gets to ur nerves so bad ah? pelik gak i.
hmm.. a question. if kita call our ownself a bitch, shud we be mad wen people cal us bitch? hairan pulak i bila tepk benda ni.
lg 1 i nak tegelak gak. how come if u say u x kata kat dat person, but wen that person mengamok, u noe dia mengamok kat u?
ok seriusly, i pms teruk. shit!
Thursday, June 10, 2010
sheenas sweet 16
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