Tuesday, July 20, 2010
you give love a bad name - bon jovi
i lost my ring ear rings blusher and mascaras ( so far that ive come to realized ) . They must b in one of my bags but i cant recall which one. PLEASE JANGAN HILANG. please please please.
how do i go on a date with 3 dif groups in 3 days?
i have come to my senses about sumthing that i dnt need but want :)
raya dh nak dekat. YEAYY!
there are a few celebrations to celebrate in my to celebrate list. bila nth nak celebrate? shud celebrate all in one.
dh tgk remember me. bodoh. muvi xd purpose. dr awal lg dh boleh agak apa nak jadi. n since when did claire starts to act like a certain confused teenager yg xtau hala tuju dunia? she was ok back in LOST? n i have my 2 kupang about twilight saga n edward cullen. but i cant let it out sebab banyak sgt fanatic fan depa tu so takot satni kena tibai kat tgh jalan x pasai pasai. haha
damn bored & dead serius.
Saturday, July 17, 2010
y do we bring boys to shop?
so that they can queue to pay the parking fee
they give their most honest opinion - ok. cantik. alrite. samaja. cantikja. ( sometimes w/o even looking )
they can queue at the counter while we browse around
they can keep the car key inside their pocket, instead of us, having to stop walking n korek d whole bag
they can be the pilot kereta n look for parking patiently
they r d fastest to siap, x payah tunggu lama2
n we dont have to wait for them sb dey dont browse around with us
n d best reason to bring them along is - when they follow us shopping, they get bored n hungry, they merengek until we feed them like babies. of course, we treat them food wen were done rite ( sumtimes both before n after ) ? so, wen they r hungry, we feed them, they get tired sebab segala oksigen dah kat perut, so jadi ngantok then we take them home --> they get sleepy & tired --> tak hang out with frens like bangla xdak umah kat mamak sampai 5 pg :))
* the other day i had a whole list of y we bring them, but i lost it ntah dmana.. so dis is all i can come up with today :)
they give their most honest opinion - ok. cantik. alrite. samaja. cantikja. ( sometimes w/o even looking )
they can queue at the counter while we browse around
they can keep the car key inside their pocket, instead of us, having to stop walking n korek d whole bag
they can be the pilot kereta n look for parking patiently
they r d fastest to siap, x payah tunggu lama2
n we dont have to wait for them sb dey dont browse around with us
n d best reason to bring them along is - when they follow us shopping, they get bored n hungry, they merengek until we feed them like babies. of course, we treat them food wen were done rite ( sumtimes both before n after ) ? so, wen they r hungry, we feed them, they get tired sebab segala oksigen dah kat perut, so jadi ngantok then we take them home --> they get sleepy & tired --> tak hang out with frens like bangla xdak umah kat mamak sampai 5 pg :))
* the other day i had a whole list of y we bring them, but i lost it ntah dmana.. so dis is all i can come up with today :)
jenny is such a manipulative twisted crazy disturbed saiko lying bitch
mums not home, she took dads broadband with her, so i guess il b goin back to the glow alexander without switching my broadband with her. n il b facing another DAMN BORED & DEAD SERIOUS week.
my nak sgt tgk them live list :)))
1 - the backstreet boys ( again ) . dh p tgk twice, but i just cant get enuf. u guys akan berada in all of my lists n still kat yg nombor one. always have, always will b :))
2 - my all time fav female singer - BRITNEY SPEARS. no matter what they say, i will always love u :)
3 - shahrukh khan :) my prince with the charming-est smile who dances so divining-ly
4 - WWF * back in the days when d rock, hardy boyz, lita, undertaker, chris jericho, DX, n etc drama was wayyy too good :))
5 - circus ( again ) . i can hardly remember what i watched, sb mcm dh lama gila. i cant even recall how old was i at that time.
6 - boyz 2 men ( again )
2 - my all time fav female singer - BRITNEY SPEARS. no matter what they say, i will always love u :)
3 - shahrukh khan :) my prince with the charming-est smile who dances so divining-ly
4 - WWF * back in the days when d rock, hardy boyz, lita, undertaker, chris jericho, DX, n etc drama was wayyy too good :))
5 - circus ( again ) . i can hardly remember what i watched, sb mcm dh lama gila. i cant even recall how old was i at that time.
6 - boyz 2 men ( again )
am i getting dumber or wat? i have a few things to get tonight, n out of nowhere, i ttb ajak my dad makan kat astaka hillside? n i tend to forget things easily n its getting worse than before. but please note that - I DONT FORGET IMPORTANT THINGS.
puasa dh nak dekat. cant wait for teraweh! :))
im hating the fact that now, my closest frens are all in kl. aliaa n shaz r pursuing their LLB. sharifah dh dpt kerja there, n wahead is continuing her degree. anyway, CONGRATULATIONS ALL OF U, N BETTER LUCK FOR ME NEXT TIME. * i think i have a family curse in me, where il b living in penang, FOREVER N EVER. sighh
i finaly realized y am i facing hair fall. bcos i wanted to save a hundred n fifty rm, i went to a frens salon n coloured my hair there instead of the normal place i used to go. so now, my hairs dropping like hujan ok? the salon i used to go, the hair dye, xd pulak rambut i gugur masa i pakai dia punya product. seems like mum is right - y wud an item b cheaper if it makes no difrence? mesti ada sebab y dia murah n another is more pricey. * i blv that too actually. hmm
i hate kedekut people. THERE R DIFERENCES BETWEN KEDEKUT AND BERJIMAT. pleasee
" tho u try hard to change, tho u convince people that u have, people noe who u r, n who u were. whats past is past, but the marks u left r hard to erase, my dear " - D.D
puasa dh nak dekat. cant wait for teraweh! :))
im hating the fact that now, my closest frens are all in kl. aliaa n shaz r pursuing their LLB. sharifah dh dpt kerja there, n wahead is continuing her degree. anyway, CONGRATULATIONS ALL OF U, N BETTER LUCK FOR ME NEXT TIME. * i think i have a family curse in me, where il b living in penang, FOREVER N EVER. sighh
i finaly realized y am i facing hair fall. bcos i wanted to save a hundred n fifty rm, i went to a frens salon n coloured my hair there instead of the normal place i used to go. so now, my hairs dropping like hujan ok? the salon i used to go, the hair dye, xd pulak rambut i gugur masa i pakai dia punya product. seems like mum is right - y wud an item b cheaper if it makes no difrence? mesti ada sebab y dia murah n another is more pricey. * i blv that too actually. hmm
i hate kedekut people. THERE R DIFERENCES BETWEN KEDEKUT AND BERJIMAT. pleasee
" tho u try hard to change, tho u convince people that u have, people noe who u r, n who u were. whats past is past, but the marks u left r hard to erase, my dear " - D.D
Saturday, July 10, 2010
tuesdays with morrie
its been so long since i last read a book. d last book i read was differentiate or die - a marketing strategy book.
so i finished the book in a few hours ( maklumah, im currently now back in the glow alexander ) . theres this chapter, first few ones. i cried while reading it. it says sumthing about holding a hand with someone u love, then u dont need them to talk to noe that u have and love them. i read that paragraph, i cried. HARD. i teringat my tokba. really.
i remember back when he was in the hospital. he loves good clothes n watches. he simply noes how to diferentiate things that r expensive n have good qualities. so, back in the hospital, i went to visit him. by then, he cant speak anymore. because of the tubes. i went there, n showed him my watch - a FRANCK MULLER; CRAZY HOURS EDITION. he smiled. so wide. then, as always, il dance to him as i have always did. i danced till i got tired.
so i rested by his bed, n held his hand. it was cold. then, i felt his hand moving upwards. slowly. n he gripped my hand so tite. i look at him, n he didnt say a word. he was just looking at me, closed his eyes for a few seconds, open them back n smiled again.
at that moment, i didnt cry.
i dont cry in front of people. i dont hug wen i feel like hugging, i dont kiss my parents wen i feel like to. i dont say thank u wen i get something. i wont n will not say sory if i buat salah. its just me. i have things that i wn do. but i didnt. i dont. i dont like to do so. if u understand me well, u noe im saying thank u / sorry / etc inside. really. ( only aply to my fam, i do say thanx n sory to frens ) but now, as im typing this, tears are drooling down my cheek.
i miss him.
it was a few days earlier, that my uncle told me.. that my grandpa was saying thank u wen he held people tite. to me, my hand. my uncle, his lips were sucking my uncles finger. wen he called my dads name and closed his eyes tite, wen he saw my dad. some ustad told my uncle how people are dying say thanx to those they love. some sudenly, say ur name n smile.n thats it. u noe, its a thank u for everything.
so, i read d book, remembering what my uncle sed about the tq thing, n the warmth i felt wen my granpa held my hand.
wat he did back in the hospital keeps echoing in my head.
the lessons in the book, are some how, indirectly.. what my grandpa told me about life.
TOKBA, i love u. n i noe, u can still see me dancing around for u. I LOVE U.
so i finished the book in a few hours ( maklumah, im currently now back in the glow alexander ) . theres this chapter, first few ones. i cried while reading it. it says sumthing about holding a hand with someone u love, then u dont need them to talk to noe that u have and love them. i read that paragraph, i cried. HARD. i teringat my tokba. really.
i remember back when he was in the hospital. he loves good clothes n watches. he simply noes how to diferentiate things that r expensive n have good qualities. so, back in the hospital, i went to visit him. by then, he cant speak anymore. because of the tubes. i went there, n showed him my watch - a FRANCK MULLER; CRAZY HOURS EDITION. he smiled. so wide. then, as always, il dance to him as i have always did. i danced till i got tired.
so i rested by his bed, n held his hand. it was cold. then, i felt his hand moving upwards. slowly. n he gripped my hand so tite. i look at him, n he didnt say a word. he was just looking at me, closed his eyes for a few seconds, open them back n smiled again.
at that moment, i didnt cry.
i dont cry in front of people. i dont hug wen i feel like hugging, i dont kiss my parents wen i feel like to. i dont say thank u wen i get something. i wont n will not say sory if i buat salah. its just me. i have things that i wn do. but i didnt. i dont. i dont like to do so. if u understand me well, u noe im saying thank u / sorry / etc inside. really. ( only aply to my fam, i do say thanx n sory to frens ) but now, as im typing this, tears are drooling down my cheek.
i miss him.
it was a few days earlier, that my uncle told me.. that my grandpa was saying thank u wen he held people tite. to me, my hand. my uncle, his lips were sucking my uncles finger. wen he called my dads name and closed his eyes tite, wen he saw my dad. some ustad told my uncle how people are dying say thanx to those they love. some sudenly, say ur name n smile.n thats it. u noe, its a thank u for everything.
so, i read d book, remembering what my uncle sed about the tq thing, n the warmth i felt wen my granpa held my hand.
wat he did back in the hospital keeps echoing in my head.
the lessons in the book, are some how, indirectly.. what my grandpa told me about life.
TOKBA, i love u. n i noe, u can still see me dancing around for u. I LOVE U.
wherever you will go - the calling
So lately, been wondering
Who will be there to take my place
When I'm gone you'll need love to light the shadows on your face
If a great wave shall fall yeah fall upon us all
Then between the sand and stone could you make it on your own.
If I could, then I would
I'd go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low, I'd go wherever you will go
And maybe, I'll find out
A way to make it back someday
To-wards you, to guide you, through the darkest of your days
If a great wave shall fall yeah fall upon us all
Well then I hope there's someone out there
who can bring me back to you
If I could, then I would
I'd go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low, I'd go wherever you will go
Run away with my heart
Run away with my hope
Run away with my love
I know now, just quite how
My life and love might still go on
In your heart, in your mind I'll stay with you for all of tim
If I could, then I would
I'd go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low, I'd go wherever you will go
If I could turn back time
I'd go wherever you will go
If I could make you mine
I'd go wherever you will go
I'd go wherever you will go
Who will be there to take my place
When I'm gone you'll need love to light the shadows on your face
If a great wave shall fall yeah fall upon us all
Then between the sand and stone could you make it on your own.
If I could, then I would
I'd go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low, I'd go wherever you will go
And maybe, I'll find out
A way to make it back someday
To-wards you, to guide you, through the darkest of your days
If a great wave shall fall yeah fall upon us all
Well then I hope there's someone out there
who can bring me back to you
If I could, then I would
I'd go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low, I'd go wherever you will go
Run away with my heart
Run away with my hope
Run away with my love
I know now, just quite how
My life and love might still go on
In your heart, in your mind I'll stay with you for all of tim
If I could, then I would
I'd go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low, I'd go wherever you will go
If I could turn back time
I'd go wherever you will go
If I could make you mine
I'd go wherever you will go
I'd go wherever you will go
Friday, July 9, 2010
Wednesday, July 7, 2010
GIA
" i had two boys, u noe? but, boys, u lose, they go away. they marry other women, theyre gone. a girl u have forever. " - Kathleen Carangi
the same exact thing my dadima used to say. but of course she loves all her children equally. but, its a true saying. u see, kalau kita sakit tua nanti, anak pompuan akan jaga kita, anak laki.. yes, but not as how as anak perempuan. yala, menantu mana nak jaga mak mertua when her own parents pon she x jaga ? kalau ada, bertuahla. alhamdulilah. but its diferent u noe, ntah la.mayb its just my way of thinking. i dont noe. hmm
it is so funy that before my grandpa passed away, my dad was my grandmas baby. but later,after he kicked the bucket, it turned the other way around. haha :))
the same exact thing my dadima used to say. but of course she loves all her children equally. but, its a true saying. u see, kalau kita sakit tua nanti, anak pompuan akan jaga kita, anak laki.. yes, but not as how as anak perempuan. yala, menantu mana nak jaga mak mertua when her own parents pon she x jaga ? kalau ada, bertuahla. alhamdulilah. but its diferent u noe, ntah la.mayb its just my way of thinking. i dont noe. hmm
it is so funy that before my grandpa passed away, my dad was my grandmas baby. but later,after he kicked the bucket, it turned the other way around. haha :))
i have so many pictures queued to be uploaded but i dont noe wen wil i b able to do so.
sheena, did u get the balenciaga bag? mira xda kredit, nnt suro mummy call mira ok?
she got mistaken about the stephen sprouse bag. so lame. haha
curently listening to give it to me by nely jt n timberland
dead bored here.
owh! n note to mom : ur broadband is so lousy. ba's one mmg terbaik, but its the same. so how come?
n im having trouble either if i shud balik rumah or not dis week? sighh
owh! im looking forward to bukak puasa kat saloma bistro. hmm, but i dont njoy tapi, tringin nak p situ ja actualy :))
sheena, did u get the balenciaga bag? mira xda kredit, nnt suro mummy call mira ok?
she got mistaken about the stephen sprouse bag. so lame. haha
curently listening to give it to me by nely jt n timberland
dead bored here.
owh! n note to mom : ur broadband is so lousy. ba's one mmg terbaik, but its the same. so how come?
n im having trouble either if i shud balik rumah or not dis week? sighh
owh! im looking forward to bukak puasa kat saloma bistro. hmm, but i dont njoy tapi, tringin nak p situ ja actualy :))
Friday, July 2, 2010
got d dslr ! ahihi hohohohahi hoha!!
yess yess yeesss!! im sure i wont b carying it around, sb big n all. but wtv! i have it! yesssssssss
nak tangkap gmbr of it, tp im so super excited i malas nak do so. ouhh yeaaaaa!!!
atending maxis vvip party, sheenas dad is hosting it, kat queen elizabeth the seconds place tomoro.
my dad said that its a dinner, but my aunt said.. its for boys party ja, sb nak tgk bola. so im not sure, but the whole fam is goin tomoro. tp if its for boys utk tgk bola, y is it vvip ja can go? pelik. il meet my uncle tomoro before the event/ party to make sure. hmm..
apa apa punn, yes yes yesss!! ahahahihihihhohohohoho.
next up : ipad!
gtg dinner with fam, tataaaa titi tutuuututu
nak tangkap gmbr of it, tp im so super excited i malas nak do so. ouhh yeaaaaa!!!
atending maxis vvip party, sheenas dad is hosting it, kat queen elizabeth the seconds place tomoro.
my dad said that its a dinner, but my aunt said.. its for boys party ja, sb nak tgk bola. so im not sure, but the whole fam is goin tomoro. tp if its for boys utk tgk bola, y is it vvip ja can go? pelik. il meet my uncle tomoro before the event/ party to make sure. hmm..
apa apa punn, yes yes yesss!! ahahahihihihhohohohoho.
next up : ipad!
gtg dinner with fam, tataaaa titi tutuuututu
Thursday, July 1, 2010
i hv a serious case of hating van, dan and jen. x padan dgn miskin dok kwn dgn org kaya, then dok buat bagus dok mengajar org kaya.
omg! i just did not say that. but wenever i watch them, those r the words that il scream n curse right in front of the tv. tensyen !
it used to be - buat baik berpada pada, buat jahat jgn sekali.
but now, its more to - buat baik dipijak kepala, buat jahat org x suka.
wtv u think n feel r right, it doesnt mean that others agree too. also, even if they agree right in front of u, it doesnt mean that behind u, they dont have their own perceptions, point of views and tots. its just that they dont make a big deal out of it.
+ , if they can talk to u about someone, even when that someone indirectly has something to do with u, it doesnt mean that later on they dont talk about the both of u to someone else.
thats y i have always stand by one of my personal vows - biaq p la dia, doaja dia bahagia, tuhan ada, tuhan tau apa depa buat, kita judge dont mean kita betoi. tuhan ada, tuhan tau nak balas mcm mana sooner or later. tuhan nampak n tau better than we do. tambahan pula ( tambahan pula? ) there's always two sides to every story.
im not saying that im all so baik n perfect n stuff, but its just a reminder to myself to always be cautious. n yes m a very paranoid person.
so, i made a conclusion to myself ( originaly from my caca, hehe ) .. u r just one of those dugaans in life that i have to face because god loves me. so thinking too much about u, n the things uve caused are just a total waste of time :) better off moving on, n totally ignore u. tuhan bagi lebih pada org yg bersabar.
but now, its more to - buat baik dipijak kepala, buat jahat org x suka.
wtv u think n feel r right, it doesnt mean that others agree too. also, even if they agree right in front of u, it doesnt mean that behind u, they dont have their own perceptions, point of views and tots. its just that they dont make a big deal out of it.
+ , if they can talk to u about someone, even when that someone indirectly has something to do with u, it doesnt mean that later on they dont talk about the both of u to someone else.
thats y i have always stand by one of my personal vows - biaq p la dia, doaja dia bahagia, tuhan ada, tuhan tau apa depa buat, kita judge dont mean kita betoi. tuhan ada, tuhan tau nak balas mcm mana sooner or later. tuhan nampak n tau better than we do. tambahan pula ( tambahan pula? ) there's always two sides to every story.
im not saying that im all so baik n perfect n stuff, but its just a reminder to myself to always be cautious. n yes m a very paranoid person.
so, i made a conclusion to myself ( originaly from my caca, hehe ) .. u r just one of those dugaans in life that i have to face because god loves me. so thinking too much about u, n the things uve caused are just a total waste of time :) better off moving on, n totally ignore u. tuhan bagi lebih pada org yg bersabar.
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